My boyfriend is too much sometimes. Now he is really into British-India. Well, actually, obsessed is more like it. He wants to know everything about the history and current events. It all started because he read a book called "The Far Pavillion." He also wants to name our daughter Anjuli, after the main character in the novella. Don't worry I vetoed that name right away.

No matter what mood I am in I know that his letters with put a smile on my face and brighten my day. Sure we are both on opposite sides of the US but that doesn't mean that he can't make me laugh everytime. I love him for who he is and how he makes me feels, which is beautiful. Before him I never thought of myself in that way but, now that I have his love I feel beautiful.

Happiness

Well I got word from my boyfriend that he will be in prison for an additional 5 to 6 months which makes me very sad. I was planning on moving out to California to be with him in September. I am still going to move there I just wanted us to be together when I got there and not wait for him to get out. I can't wait to meet his mother and she can't wait to meet me, which also makes me happy because at least one of our family members is happy about us being together. Everyone I tell that I am moving they never believe me. I cannot wait to be with him. Hopefully we will make it together. I believe with every bone in my body that we will make it and be happy for a very long time. The fact that he knows what I look like and still wants to marry me tells me that we will make it. Even though he is in prison and we cannot be with each other, he makes me so happy and that is all that matters to me.

In Love

I never thought I would fall in love with a man in prison. It all started because I wanted a pen pal and my only aim was to reach out to someone who needed a friend. After a few letters back and forth, I knew I found someone I really connected with, someone I could see myself with in the future. I know it sounds crazy and I never thought I would be one of those females to fall in love with a man in prison, but I did and I happier than ever. Yes, I do have my own reservation about being with him and I am fully aware of the dangers of what I am doing. All I ask is for people not to judge me for the choices that I have made.